Feb 3rd. A very special day to me but dad says it’s just another day for him. Days before his birthday, I was longing for the day to come. But when the day has finally arrived, I happened to forget it. Life has got me so busy. Got up very late in the morning because of which I ended up leaving to college skipping the breakfast. With all this chaos when I finally got into my bus and took my seat, I realized that I had forgotten his birthday. Quickly with disgust, I took out my phone and dialed his number 2-3 times. But there was no response. I told a friend who was seated next to me that “dad’s birthday and I forgot to wish him. 🙂 ” he smiled.
I’m his world. I’m his everything. The hardest part for me is that he’s stopped showing his love like how he would when I was his little girl. Do all the fathers change their way of living life as their daughters grow up? I wonder.
Back then, as a child, I remember experiencing his immense love for me. How pampered I was, by him. That actually made me grow into a stubborn girl, which I’m still working a lot on to change. I blame him for it! I laugh at the fact that he loves me more than how much he does my brother.
Daddy, I know you have a lot expectations from me and you long to see me high up there as an achiever. With all your teachings, I will definitely reach our goal.
I so miss the “us”. I know we’d never get back like that of before, for all you want is to see your little daughter, who has now grown into a lady, to achieve something in life. That’s the sole reason why you’re bottling up all your emotions. I will soon break it open and regain “us”. Trust me daddy. I soon will.
All I want is, you to be happy always, no matter what. I love you more than my life, Pappa.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!! Live long. ❤